May 18, 2009

i am the biggest hypocrite 
i’ve been undeniably jealous 
i have been loud and pretentious 
i have been utterly threatened 
i’ve gotten candy for my self-interest 
the sexy treadmill capitalist 
heaven forbid i be criticised 
heaven forbid i be ignored 

i have abused my power, forgive me,
you mean, we actually are all one?
 
i’ve been out of reach and separatist -
heaven forbid - average (whatever average means) 
i have compensated for my days 
of powerlessness 

did you just call her ‘amazing’? 
surely we both can’t be amazing?
and give up my hard earned status 
as fabulous freak of nature? 

I have abused my so-called power, forgive me,
you mean, we actually are all one?
 
always looked good on paper;
sounded good in theory…

:)

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